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Well then moi little shadow puppets...

A good day (or night) or posting. Ooooooh yes.

Been a wild day...i cant remember the last time i did a post...so ill just cover today...

Soooooo....

Well...today had to lugg my guitar around all day today. Its ok for the first half of the day, but after that it gets pretty friggin heavy...like mega heavy. But it was good because I actually got to get in the recording studio and play some stuff. Now im not all that good at the guitar, in reality, the guitar is a bit pants... The bottom 3 strings are going rusty, the bridge is too low, the cable to the amp is shit...the amp itself is shit...and it holds the strings in tune for all of two minutes. However, it is my first guitar, so for starters its not supposed to be amazing, and for seconds...when i get better i can go out and buy a nice decent one... but untill then...ill keep practicing untill im satisfied with my skills haha.

Right, anyway, so yeah today we got to the recording studio and sat in there, it was a shit hole, wires and shit everywere, so after we crawled through it all we set it up, recorded the drums, and then plugged me in to the huge amp XD (loved it) so yeah, i was trying to keep the noise down because there were alot of people outside in the cafe bit, but Sam (lecturer) was like, "No mate, turn it up!" and im just sat there looking at him like... "Are you sure thats ok to do?!" so i turned it up, played the bloody James Bond theme, and burst an ear drum... i think i sat to close to it haha. But yeah it was good.

Also, i typed 3 whole words today...i have ages to do my work for Gary so yeah, ill just sit around for a bit listening to music haha. But the main part of the day, has to be Me, Saint, Sam (not lecturer) and Lewis TRYING our very hardest to get rid of... MATT.

I dont like to be evil, or mean, but what the hell is that guy doing here!?! I rekkon hes at college because nobody else could stand to have him! he needs to be locked up and kept out of reach of anybody who...

• Is Gay (or Bi or slightly camp)
• Larger than the average person
• English
• European
• Basically...anyone who isnt American
• Outspoken
• Religious
• Looks religious
• Different Race
• Doesnt give him money
• Basically...the entire human bloody race

Hes such a ....Bastard. Thats all i can think of to describe him that isnt morally offensive or just wrong! Lewis says he's the re-incarnation of Hitler, but he wishes he was american, watches ALOT of wrestling, and beats people up for fun. Yeah, i think there is something wrong with him, maybe a disorder...but its also obvious that he is very very capable still...and that it would only count to 10% of the problem...the other 90% is him just being a generally bad person. he agrees with knife and gun crime... Says he beats his dad up for money, beats up people who believe in god...Of course. He is a mega bullshitter, and the majoriy of our day is spent trying to trick him into fucking off... Oh yeah, he also has a 14 year old girlfriend who he lends out to two other guys, and he's 17 =S

Was hillarious the other week when he was jibbering on about it and i just said "So let me get this straight...you have a girlfriend? she has two other boyfriends? what? did you lend her out or was it all a team effort?"...

We all hurt from laughting at him...as did the majority of strangers listening in the background. You might think its mean...but spend an hour with him...

Anyway...now that thats over with...

In Gary's lessons...all i get is shit. Its a good giggle, and im very happy to giggle with it. However... today all ive been getting (and probably all ill get for the next month) is "Zac proper loves Chloe"...i dont lol. I may have said in the last blog she was pretty cool..and yeah she was. But according to Lewis and Saint, i was totally sucking up to her haha...i wasnt...so now they think, and have told her mates i fancy her...i dont...much XD

So yeah, apart from that the rest of the day has been good. Been out tonight, planned a bit more christmas stuff and talked to some mates on MSN. Amy got me a pair of gloves with like, skeleton fingers on them...and they keep my hands warm so yay! so yeah...im tired now...im gonna sleep...after ive found a battery for the MP3....cant sleep without music haha.

Night night!

x x x x x

"Whardafuck i wannacarvan with no wheels fer?"

Well...Good mood today got alot to talk about...well....kind of haha

Anyway...The past few days / week... Wow im getting distracted by the TV haha....its a world war 2 thing...on BBC2...i think its called "band of brothers"....i love anything about WW2 lol. Anyway...

"Do you like d-a-gs?"

Im probably gonna be doing that alot in this post haha. I watched Snatch again at the weekend, which i havnt seen for aaaaaages....and Lock-stock before that...so im full of quotes haha. All me and Lewis been doing for the past few days is just coming up with crap from the movies haha. Probably fav old movie lol.

Anyway..."Cupid...stupid" =D

Well...had a bit of work to do...did it haha. College has been pretty normal really...had alot of fun and whatever else. Got a new phone...Sony Ericsson. Pretty swish haha. but i need a new memory card because the one i got only holds about 23 songs...speaking of songs..i only realised this morning how loud i actually have my music on the bus...i thaught it was pretty quiet...however, me being nosy, when the girl i sat next to today turned to her friend and said "If he doesnt turn that bastard music down..." i realised haha. I took it out my ears and yeah...she could probably hear every bloody word XD ... or scream haha.

Aaaanyway...i cant remember alot else. Nearly christmas! haha. cant wait. This morning i ordered a desert scarf and a new hoody...hope its not too big XD

Also got Amy the last of her X-mas presents lol. I hope she likes them =D AND..speaking of presents...im a little bastard haha...

I have this bad habbit of wanting to know what ive got MEGA bad...so ill go out of my way to find out. I think for christmas last year i got Amy really mad because i was trying to bribe her fammily into telling me, and just bugging her about it untill she snapped...unfortunatly...my mum is another story XD shes just the same, so anything i do she just counters it and either lies or plays tricks. Like when last year i wanted a PSP and she just kept saying she couldt find one because of the x-mas rush lol, which got me reeeeealy ratty because io knew otherwise...then when i do eventually find out what ive got...i wish i didnt know lol. Me and her are so alike.

She put chocolate icing up my nose today haha. Max plays rugby...so if he wanted to restrain me...he could...and did...so mum grabbed a lump of icing and smothered it all over me...while i screamed like a girl, triend not to get it in my hair nad sneezed chocolate...then she got moody because i bit her finger haha. Serves her right =D

Anyway... Yeah, sat at college toda and met some new people, the first was Sam's friends friend...who was a complete bitch...i dont wanna be mean...but girls like that just put me off girls completely lol And the next waaasssss...Chloe? i think thats her name? "Chloe Olivia" haha. She was proper cool. I could tell Lewis thaught she was a nut-job, but she was cool haha. Now im pretty strange...so i keep my thaughts to myself...things today i didnt bother sharing were "Do you think you can describe things with other things properly like..."The caravan of the ford world"" or "If dinosoars didnt die...would we be like the flintstones or just live in fenced off areas?" so, with this girl, i think we could of hd amazingly long conversations about random crap...anyone as full of random shit as me deserves an award haha.

"You're always gonna have problems lifting a body in one piece. Apparently the best thing to do is cut up a corpse into six pieces and pile it all together. And when you got your six pieces, you gotta get rid of them, because it's no good leaving it in the deep freeze for your mum to discover, now is it? Then I hear the best thing to do is feed them to pigs. You got to starve the pigs for a few days, then the sight of a chopped-up body will look like curry to a piss head. You gotta shave the heads of your victims, and pull the teeth out for the sake of the piggies' digestion. You could do this afterwards, of course, but you don't want to go sievin' through pig shit, now do you? They will go through bone like butter. You need at least sixteen pigs to finish the job in one sitting, so be wary of any man who keeps a pig farm. They will go through a body that weighs 200 pounds in about eight minutes. That means that a single pig can consume two pounds of uncooked flesh every minute. Hence the expression, "as greedy as a pig".

I couldnt rememver ALL of that so looked it up haha...good ol' Brick Top.

So yeah. Thats all ive done these few days. been pretty normal so will update if anything comes up haha... so yeah, im gonna go to sleep now lol.

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

x x

"Should I call you Bullet? Tooth?"
"You can call me Susan if it makes you happy."

"Well, i guess this is growing up..." post...12 is it?

Well...i am very...very sorry about all of this XD but i seem to have been missing posts...and this just wont do at all...i think that perhaps...every night is a little optimistic...so ill do one every week from now on...i was debating wether or not to just start a new blog all together but theres not alot of point in that and im pretty fond of tis one =D.

So today...the lyric is "Well, i guess this is growing up" from "Dammit" by "Blink 182" its one of the only songs i properly like by them so i suppose that lyric just stands out because its pretty much how ive been feeling for the past week or two...

so...here goes...

Well... This week has been pretty average. I did a toss load of photography work, which i handed in a nice little black folder and hes said it was proper good, so im pleased with that one. I also managed to waste alot of my time doing nothing all week but sitting around watching the clock in the class room tick, and doing none of my work...i cant tell wether im amazingly clever...or unusually lucky...because i always leave ma work till the last minute, rush it...and get a bloody distinction...so yeah...huge smile on the college part.

We also figured out Sainty looks like McLovin off superbad...yano...the fake drivers licence? haha. of course...hes loving that.

Been watching alot of south park lately...used to watch it all the time, but slipped, so back on with that one =D

Yeaaaah...been with Amy alot...yup. pretty groovy. haha, im reading this back and it seems so plain...im not sure wether its an OCD or just me being a wierdo, but i have a huge attention to detail...if its not exactly right...its nothing. i also hate lights being on when nobody is in the room, plugs turned on with nothing in the socket, fluff on clothes and that kinda stuff XD Proper clean freak.

Aaaaaaanyway...i feel like now, im being forced to grow up. I always told myself i would never grow up...i would always flick to the back of an Argos book to look at the toys and video games before anything else, and i would never stop watching cartoons but...i feel im being forced into it. And i hate the thaught of it, it makes me sick...but i suppose im going to have to get over it...oh well XD

Anyway...yeah...thats a shitty start to a weekly thing...so yeah...good luck me! =D

x x

WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON!

Im nearly fucked off with this blog aswell...but hey...

Ok, i apologise that i havnt written anything for nearly a week, im sure everybody loved reading this crap so yeeeah...i cant remember too well what happened for the past few days so ill try ma best... stuff might pop into ma head as i go alont so here goes...

Right... today (15th November) i woke up at like, 11:30am...felt pretty ashamed at maself...but i dont get anything for being ashamed so it didnt last long. I had a little disagreement with the dog...she WILL NOT stop jumping up at me...its ruining my cloths =( so i shouted mega loud at her and she whined..barked at me and walked off with her tail down. Felt bad about that...again...didnt last long.

I tidied up the kitchen...which is a bitch. So the usuall stuff...then i just had a general ceanup of my room, played Halo 2 for a little bit, got Resident Evil 4 back off Ryan (and hes fucked it up so if i dont soon get a new one im gonna beat shades of shit out of him...verbally of course)

So yeah, after all that i just been playing my guitar all day...trying to find a way to make it sound heavy without being all cracky and muffled...learnt four songs today thow...proud of maself...they are...

1. "As your falling down" by Escape the fate
2. ".44 calibur love letter" by Alexisonfire
3. "No son of mine" by Every time i die (ish)
4. "The new black" by Every time i die (ish)

I put (ish) next to em because i learnt em mostly...still needs a little touching up but hey...thats what practice is for...and i cant strum that fast for some of em...so bleh.

So yeah, niot a very productive day. Took loads of photographs on Thursday so i had a photography portfolio for friday...i was paniking..making sure i did EVERYTHING and more i had to do...and i was one of the four people that did the work out of 15! fucking chuffed.

But yeah...apart from that been pretty normal...excited for x-mas soon! gonna be great! Barry's fammily is coming over. i have a shiney new 360 wrapped up ready for me haha...proper spoilt.

But untill christmas...i dont have an awfull lot to look forward to...i wont be able to go out much...if at all. So im going to be stuck indoors...occasionall going to amy's. On the plus side of that...i can practice guitar ALOT more...wish i had a band...id love to play infront of people. Tried one once but they said i was too fat...so fuck em all.

Anyway...ill try and stick to this from now on. just had a lot of EXTRA personal shit going on lately... need to curve the swearing too. hmph. =(

Love you blog xD

x x

"To die is to live in her head"...number 10 ! ! !

The lyric for today is pretty nice...i heard it in a song i cant really remember today on the ol' MP3...but i liked the words.

Well...today was pretty funky, yeah had alot of fun...and at the same time...alot of erm...talking...my mouth is all dry and feel's like cotton ive been talking soooo much tonight...i dont really feel like writing but i shall try!!!

Well..woke up this morning pretty fresh...it was mega cold and i nearly said "I'm not getting out" but i did and woo! i didnt have to do much fringe straigtning today because i did it last nite so yeah...just "spiked" the back up and was ready to go...i felt a little different today so i put on eyeliner...and yeah...might just not bother with that much anymore...i think i stopped wearing it a while ago because it saved time, was one last thing to worry about and always ended up making my face black by the end of the day...im just not carefull XD

So i did all that and personally thaught it looked ok...i wasnt feeling right in my clothes today, i just didnt want to be in them...i didnt like the hair either...it went all manky and curly and i very nearly cut it off there and then...but i know ill defo regret it because i love my hair =(

So managed to find enough change to get on the bus, got on the bus and sat next to Becky again...those seats are really small..you should always try to grab the front right seat because the leg room is ace XD

So got into college and had a little dispute with Lewis about my eyes...he's extremely homophobic...i think his words were "You're dead to me" and i very...very nearly slapped him...nearly...but anyway, sat in that lesson, 5 flights of stairs are pretty tough with a scarf on, and all of a sudden i look on my paper...and there was black...EVERYWERE! i had been rubbing my bloody eyes and no-one even told me...so i had no choice but to get rid of it...i will have to fork out a load of cash for a decent eyeliner pencil..that doesnt smudge as bad...was well angry...finaly tried to get back into a nice little habbit, and it went to shit...so yeah. whatever. Im not to bothered about the abuse haha, i like the attention XD fuck em.

Anyway, lessons were pretty average, me and Sam finished our magazine project cover and it was mega cool...had the slipknot guitarist on the front XD One day...mark my words...i will be able to play my guitar super well....and be in a nice little band, and go around the country...or just spalding and boston haha well...thats my little dream anyway =D

So yeeeah, lessons finished at lunch so walked around doing nothing..all..bloody...day. played cards...thats it...really. nothing. We played "bullshit", "go fish" and a bit of Poker, but it was the card castles that passes most of the time...combined with "Number-wang" haha

Yeah, me and Saint just been saying "thaaaaaats number-wang!" all bloody day...we do that alot really...find or remember little words or phrases and say em for everything all day lol...so far there has been....

1. "Theres trouble in the world.............of Warcraft"
2. "Im not any cat....I AM AN I-AMS CAT!"
3. "4....4....4....4....2-Thaaaaats number-wang!"
4. "Sueki...go to de well...to fetch de water...to bring it back"
5. "Naaaaaaaahhh"
6. "Baaaaaare!"
7. "Sorry....but your son's charecter is already dead....noooooooooo!"

And there about all of 'em haha. A different one every monday XD so yeah, we were building a card castle, and this random (but nice) guy came up and challenged me to some kind of build off haha...his little lady friend kept blowing mine over...and i still beat him.. he was doing it the traditional way...and i was using fancy support at the botton with loads of cards laid flat holding cards in place XD and right at the end...his was like... 3 stories high...mine was 4 haha...so he gave up and yeah...i was victorious...took a picture till Sam broke it down haha.

So yeah, and apart from that today has been pretty average, me and Matt stood inbetween the buses today and our eyes were practically falling out of our head from the fumes, so yeah.

Thats it...im gonna just reeeela now...night night.

x x

"A blurred future" number 9!

wellity-well-well...

I decided not to bother with a song lyric EVERYday...its pretty hard and ive only listened to a few songs over and over agin today haha. for hooooouuurs....i suppose i listen to music alot...which is good...so yeah! anyway...my day...Its a little early really...but i dont see what else much could really happen so here goes...

Well...woke up at erm...i think about 12 again? im not sure, it might have been earlier i dont know...today felt like it was pretty long...probably because ive not spoken to anyone much today. I got up and smelt fry-up downstairs...and got down there and mum was like "Na, you dont have any, but i put you a few sausages in". Charming. So yeah, just did a few eggs and was sorted for brekkers. XD

So then mum broke the wonderfull news "oh yeah, by the way, were cleaning through today" and my face just dropped haha. like this... =D ...to... {=O (good example haha)

But before we started...i had a wash...did my hair (dont know why i did) and commenced the dusting...put clothes away...moved stuff around...fixed ma stereo (took ages to get the plug off) and found my psp charger (so now i can play monster hunter again! XD)

So yeah...looked under the bed and saw that my dog had been having regular visits...i found no end of crap! honestly, you counldt see to the other side haha...i think there was... crisp packets...apple cores...tissue paper...chew toys...socks...a slipper...printer paper...a marble...stones...a turtle necklace...one of my scatter cushions...balls of fluff from that scatter cushion...and a shampoo bottle XD so looks like she had been busy.

So yeah, dusted it, clean it up..hoovered through and me was done...then she made me do downstairs hoovering and the dishwasher and i got very moody about it haha. But eventually i caved in and did it haha.

So yeeeah...after that was done sat down had a nice cup of tea and put the music louder...very loud XD i think Max (little brother) had his on and Josh (other little brother) definatly had his on...bloody had enough of that mariah carey crap today haha (she doesnt even deserve capital letters infront of ther name haha) So yeah...listened to a bit of slipknot but want in the mood for it really...so i remembered that on a CD i had recently burned i had like, four or five "Escape the fate" songs on there (They're a band that Becky told moi about...i thaught they would be all girly and terrible...but i really like em XD) So listened to them all day =D i listened to some a couple of times but ma fav one (which i put on repeat for hours) is "Situations" so yeah...pretty cosmic XD

So...at about 2:30pm to 3:00pm i took a trip to Unclie Stevies...took back Halo...and grabbed Halo 2 =D it was more entertaining than the last one haha...i only played it once like, yeeeears ago...so its nice to take a trip down memory lane...and i was playing it and it looks pretty stunning for an old one haha...AND...i dont see why people say they hated the Arbiter (however its spelt)...his missions are pretty groovy...even thow he spends most of his time naked and dragged around by two aliens talking about eating him haha but yeeeeah...and arent "The Flood" little pests in this second one? darn right they are! So yeah, Ryan and Aiden came over for an hour for a bit too, Aiden played moster hunter and tried to lecture me on "Oh your armour is terrible...tigrex is rubish...get Kushala Daora" or whatever...and Ryan was looking the part in his eyeliner and stripie gloves... about Ryan by the way...Im really glad that hes finding himself... He's going through exactly the same as what i did...i think its called by ma Nan as the "Goth stage" (yano...long gloves...screaming...lots of heavy black clothes) and eventually he will find himself...im sure no one in the fammily really would understand but me and Nan, but its all about you finding yourself...after this he will probably want to do something else...then again...then again untill he finds out what he wants to naturally become...took me like, three to four years untill i settled down and became the person i am now. ive been "ME" for about two years now...it may all sound a little vein and fake...but really its about finding your true self...(very mushy) but hey, ill support him best i can...i also wanted to take him to a rock gig one day when i can drive...and as for Aiden...hes a little rascal haha. So yeah.

Speaking of Nan aswell...my jaw actually hit the floor when i walked in and she was watching...oh yeah..."Silent Hill"...which is one of my fav movies/games of all time XD and she didnt understand it and i explained it and she obviously still didnt get it haha. Was trying to explain how the little girl (Alessa) was split into two souls...and one half was being drawn to silent hill...and then they became complete...and the darkness and the monsters are all Alessa's darkest feelings and hatred mixed with Rose's imagination.... You have to have played it really haha...but i dont think a lovley little old lady is going to be sat there playing an old PSone game haha...might try and get her to thow XD

So yeah its a pretty long one today....Also practiced the guitar for about two hours today..i usually get 20 mins a day but yano...just pushed the boat out today haha. So yeah...as you can tell from this one i'm just a bit of a game nerd haha...but its a hobby right? So...its been a very nice day...still not as good as the last but hey...and speaking of the last, Little missy Beck-beck said something about seeing a movie one day...so might have to sort something out sometime

College tommorow thow...so might be good..hope its as nice as last week..it a new week...and i hope it goes well..i have alot to do in alot of places...and i think that aftr ive sorted these things out, and made peace with people, got things off ma chest and just genraly ticked them off my list...i can get on with enjoying what ive got left =D so byeee blog...talk later maaaaaan. x x

"Seize the day" (8)

Well...laid neck high in hot water gave me a brain wave...i wanted to start my blogs with a line from a song i like that could describe (for me anyway) that would go with the day iv'e had.

I chose "Seize the day" because had i not stayed put then today wouldnt have been as amazing as it was.

Well...today was a big day really...i dont get out of Gosberton much (if at all) so going to Boston was really nice. I woke up this morning at 8:00am and closed my eyes, once again waking up with naff-all time to do anything. I thaught i was going to miss the bus, so i paniked, quickly did my hair, couldnt find my eyeliner pencil, chipped my nice black nails and changed my outfit around two or three times. So i grabbed my money and phone and whatever else was laid infront of the T.V. I was going to boston to spend the day with Becky and it was amazingly good =)

So i was very tired and only had a twenty note, so i grabbed a powerade from the co-op (cherry of course) and went to the bus stop further down to make up time. i eventually got on the bus (return to boston around £5.00) and got to boston. Walked to the cinema and stood at the corner for a little bit, switching between sitting on the steps and standing at the corner...and eventually Becky came!...about an hour late.

I was pretty worried, i knew there was no way she could contact me and i'd probably be stood there all day like a dork. But becky came and i was relieved =D

So we buggered off to Mcdonald's, had a big mac and whatever else, and i was mega embarressed about eating it infront of her because i knew i would make a mess and probably make a fool of myself...i think i just about made it through without looking stupid...made a huge mess thow haha. So then we went and got me some batteries, i could have got nice expensive ones but the little white ones in the corner stood out and were much cheaper so why not XD

We walked around eeeeeeverywere, twas alot of fun just giggling and talking about stuff (it's alot easier to think of something to say on MSN than in person haha) but yeah, we walked around endless shops and different places and was alot of fun =D

Eventually...Becky decided that she wanted to get her lip done...so we walked around and whaever else and got to a piercing place and stood outside it looking like wierdo's XD she was mega worried about how painfull it would be (she didnt believe me when i said it was just a pinch) but eventually I had to walk in and tell them to encourage her with telling her it wasnt all that bad =D, so got outside, pushed her in and he told us to go and make sure she was relaxed and whatever to be sure that she wants it done.

So after she got herself a red bull and a sherberty thingy, we went to get it done =) She was a bit scared and had some forms to fill in and stuff, and when she got sat in the chair to have it done she wanted me to be there to hold her hand...it felt nice to be needed and relied on for once = ) so as he did it she properly squeezed ma hand...hurt a bit...and for some reason burst into an opera song haha. But it all went well and it looks pretty groovy XD

(I dont know wether its just me, but even thow im in a super mood...the writing seems a little "yeeeeah whatever" an half-arsed...trust me...i feel great XD)

But yeah she was talkin wierd because he numbed it for her and it was pretty funny listening to her trying to talk with a numb mouth XD

So we like went shopping again....calmed down and whatever, and went into HMV...and i got this poster...





I got it because "trainspotting" was a really great film, and when he said these famous word's, i just felt like "yeah, he's right..." and i think it inspired me to be alot more optimistic and look on the brighter side (most of the time)

So yeah, we got to ASDA eventually..was pretty cool in there...i played with the dancing spiderman and dora the explorer music XD and becky was mezmerised by a record book and play-doh haha.

Met beck'y mum aswell...she seemed really nice =)

So we got to the bus stop (which was full of chavs...how can they call people like me wierdo's when most of them are just...disgusting?"

We talked a bit more on the bus, i got one of her bracelets and she got one of mine, and i got home and im pretty exhausted...been a tiring day haha.

But yeeeeah...alot more happened in the day but i realy havnt got enough room to put it all! and im not really in a writing mood (which is a first) so yeeeeah...byeeeeeeeeeee!

x x x