"...Honesty is more my taste anyway" =D

Haha, why does the font never work properly? =S oh well. I like the font, have i used this one before? is it new? these my wiggles, are mysterys i cannot be bothered to solve haha. Anyway...omg, who even reads all this? I have LOADS to put down...ill start on the....19th? was it the 19th oh well...a few days before christmas...i nearly put "x-mas" but punctuation makes the world go round XD

I hate that feeling, that i get in my throat, that makes me angry and just...uncomfortable. I just got told something that bothers me, and now i tingle inside, i feel like someone is squeezing my insides, i shake a bit...i dont like it, i feel angy, and i have thousands of qustions running around in my head. Im past this

I've tried my hardest to entertain...people dont like me when im un-chatty and a bit down, and people find me annoying when im hyperactive and in a cheery mood. Fuck 'em. At least i wont go cry about it =) anyway...

(Very hard to concentrate now im angry)

Anyway, about the thing i just got told...i was drunk =) and in a good mood. So i'll just let you be a cunt in the corner.

OK! lets get back to it.

I went to Becky's house party on a Saturday night, it was alot of fun, i went before everyone else and me and her had our own little party with loud music and a marshmallow fight because everyone was late, so by the time everyone got there i was drunk =) and i got drunker, and drunker untill i threw up...on Beckys drive. (Sorry Beckys Mum)

So slept over there, and on the way home got mum a christmas present, twas amazing, a little "me to you" bear dressed as a pig haha. got home and wrapped everyting, put it in a bag and left in in the corner of the room =) i wouldnt miss it then.

So not alot happened between the party and christmas...oh whatever...xmas then >=( the long word is too much effort. and because im angry...im chewing my t-shirt...and now its wet and cold haha. nice.

So then the big day! X-MAS!!!

It was pretty amazing...i woke up at 7:00am...but was way too tired so ended up getting up at 8:30am. I'm pretty damn laz usually, but not for xmas haha.

So yeah, got people up, we all sat in the conservatory and opened prezzies! =D then the usuall thankyou's and we all buggered off upstairs to mess around with wht we'd got while mum and barry made breakfast and and an hour together =)Josh set up his keyboard and his Wii, Max set up his new music system thingy and i set up moi 360 XD

yeah ok its a little sad, but i love it so much haha.

So yeah, then went to ma Uncles for a bit. hung around with Ryan and Aiden and whatever, and then went home, messed around and went to Amy's. I got her a picture fram and an apron she wanted, and he got me some dvd's and a postr, and her mum got me funky socks haha.

(Do i regret my earlier angry shout out? ... ... NO! i stand by it =D )

But yeah...anyway. So yeah, xmas was pretty damn amazing. After that nothing much has happened, i talked to Becky a bit nd Bethany alot. Meeting Bethany on Wednesday, should be aot of fun. hope so =D it'll be well difficult and uncomfortable to begin with, but should be fun =D

Hehe, aaaand was playing F.E.A.R. the other night...(360 game) and its soooo spooky. I love scary stuff haha, but i was playing it in thedark, when people are asleep, and with them huge full covring earphones (for the surround sound thingy) and i was walking along, and there were some men, so i shot them before they shot me (an arm flew off of one i think XD) then it all went quiet and when the dust cleared i moved along, started to climb down a ladder, and as i looked up there was this little girl ghost...and i actually let out a little "eeeep" bu that wasnt the worst bit... i then went down the ladder, turned to the left, and there was this guy ghost just jump out of noware towards me shouting "i know who you are!!!" and so...like a girl... i screamed haha. and woke people up XD but i wormed my way out of a telling off with a good explanation...i simply said...

"I had been told to hunt down a phsycic cannibal who controlls an army of phsycic soldiers that are trying to release a science experiment gone wrong woman who is also both of our mothers who keeps coming to us both in visions at a water treatment plant as part of f.e.a.r. team 1 being sent in alone because Junkowski is missing and presumed dead =D"

And mum simply said..."oh bugger off"

I find stuff like that works pretty well if you say it really fast haha. people dont know what to make of it so just forget it, most of the time haha. Like today Amy rang and was like "what were you doing yesterday?" and i just said "fighting aliens for a heat source in the baron snow plains" now if i had just said "stayed in bed" she would have been in a shit mood...again...but she just said..."wierdo" and let me off haha. im such a prisoner =S haha. but yeah, TRY IT! it works. just explain in lrge detail what you were actually doing, could work for you to haha.

So yeah, thats about it =D Got a "Innerpartysystem" CD for xmas, and i love it, its probably the best CD ive ever had haha. many repeat plays =D

So yeah, im in a good mood now. =) forgive me little mood swing haha. Hormones apparently XD i reckon, bcuase im so girly (and proud)maybe i have boh sets? there are also other reasons, but im not posting them on here haha...no, i dont have a mangina...that isnt one of them...old greg does thow!

"IM OLD GREEGGGGGGGG!"

"Do you love me? ever drank baileys from a shoe? wanna go to a club where people wee on each other? im old greg!"

I <3>

Anyway..im going to sleep soon...because i can =D nighty night!!! x x x x x x x x

ONE MORE THING!!!

I keep havin...dreams? and they keep happening! =O now i dont believe in alot of this mystical crap...but woah. when you dream that you do something lik spilling sugar...and you do it...its a coincidence..but when you dream about a person coming into your room and telling you something, and then it happens for real...it starts to get wierd. Some of the dreams are just normal everyday stuff, some i can remmeber well...some i cant...and some are very persoanall, involving people i know, and dont know...so if they start to happen...something is wrong =S its probaly me being a dick, but oh well =) bye for real! x x x

Not leaving much to the imagination in those pretty high heels...

I have been listening to that song for a while now...so im going to put a line from it as a title...because i can haha. the song is by Lovehatehero and is called "She put's the HO in HOmewrecker". Ive been listening to it alot lately... so yeah.... making a mark on history haha XD

Anyway...today...

Well tonight's liitle post-mc-doodle will probably be better than last haha. Im actually in a writing mood and got a fair bit to talk about.

Woke up at 6:00am this morning...usual stuff for college =D and sorted out my hair, did my fringe spiked it around and whatever else. I also remembered to clean my ear piercing with the solution stuff...which i havnt been doing...oh yeah, i think...last week? I had Emma pierce my ear for me, was pretty amazing under the college stairs because you arent supposed to do it at college haha...were just THAT hardcore. So know ill just wait for it to heal properly...and maybe...MAYBE...stretch it. i really want to an have wanted to for years but just never did..odd isnt it?

So yeah...left the house in a shitty mood =S i have no idea why haha, i just did, but thats the best thing about music isnt it? you can listen to a few songs, use your imagination and just get jazzed into a completely different mood =D i usually sleep on the college bus, so i try and imagine im in a band singing the sing to a crowd of people, and thats like, a small dream of mine so yeah, it usually cheers me up.

Got into college...(i hate buses...i never get comfortable.) and did about half an hours work haha...then after the break...we came back...and Gary (the lecturer) just came up to me and said "hey Zac...you wanna play Halo?" and i just turned to him and screamed..."GARY! i would friggin LOVE to play halo!" haha. So it was pretty amazing that for the rest of his lesson he set up a 360...(Elite of course XD) and me and a few mates took turns on Halo 3, Bad company and Call of Duty 4. =)

So that was alot of fun. Ive also been teasing Matt...yano? the one that hates everybody? anyway...he's VERY "anti - gay" a i hate people who are like that, i dont really ever get angry, but today...he made me mad haha. (Luckily this was before the 360 thing so it didnt ruin it haha) and he said stuff like "I'll get my mate to come in and beat you up, because he carries a weapon" or "My brother could take all of you, hes like, 13 stone!" all because im a bit camp... so i teased him. I chased him down the corridoor "thrusting" towards him haha..he ran so fast....he thinks im being serious...i wouldnt touch him if ou paid me =) wow...im being bitchy...oh well...he deserves it.

So then...apart from that, me, Sam and Saint went to morrisons and baight ourselfs all the elements of a picnic and had one at college haha... we had cookies, coke, paper cups, bread sticks, more cookies etc...and it was alot of fun just relaxing with a game of cards getting hyper off all of the sugar in the coke haha... so we got into the Audio lesson....and Sam (lecturer) said, yeah, you three go to the library and et out some DVD's....so naturaly...we did haha...we chose...

• Final Destination 2
• Spiderman 3
• P.S I love you
• Shaun of the dead

I love Zombies...the idea of zombies and the many different kinds of zombie just interest me =S so i had to get a zombie movie in there haha. Its one of my favoroute movies so yanooooo XD

So yeah we sat and watched that, and by the time i had climbed around...let me count... 1500 stairs..i was very hot...so my hair was destroyed...so i put my hat on...and then for some reason i didnt feel comfortable in my clothes =S i really dont like clothes. If i could i would walk around naked....but i can think of many more reasons not to do that, than to actually do that haha.

So yeah, thats about all my day. I was trying to be in a good mood today, but everyone around me was just in a shitty mood so i gave up haha. I cantwait to just break up for christmas...all the work and crap ive had to pu up with at class, i deserve a break haha. And after christmas...me and Bethany will be meeting up =D so that should be alot of fun. =) so yeah...bye blog haha...

much lovesiedoodlesmcfoodlespoodles!

x x

"throw your panties on the stage...oh no, wait! youre under-age!!!"

haha....heard that in a Song once...no idea what one but hey. it works XD

Just changed the font, i think ill use this one haha.

So...i have like two weeks to do...but cant be bothered...so here goes...

BEST BITS!!!

Ok, so the past few weeks have been groovy, ive been at my mums wedding! i looked so smart and made people cry using the sheer might of my sexy-ness...

Ok, so i lied about that last one haha, but yeah it was good. They were watering down beer thow so couldnt properly get drunk =( not that im like that anyway haha.

Also, been seeing alot of mates, having ALOT of giggles...arguing with certain people and making friends with others. =D i make a new friend every week or so, so this weeks frien is Bethany!!! ta-daaaa! haha yeah she's cool she randomly added me on bebo, so i added her back on MSN, and now we talk alot haha. and are gonna make a list of questions for each other =D and then meet up after christmas is over, ask the questions and have a jolly good time =D i cant put everything about our little conversations on here because on MSN im juggling 3 conversations and one argument haha. A serious argument too. with someone i donmt wanna fall out with but might...call it...a clash of personalities. haha...

And now my mind is blank...shit.

Right, ill do one tommorow..and ill promise itll be better!

Byeeee x x x

"Im driving..." - "Fuck you...im driving..."

Gawwwwd...how many times am i gonna hear "Grounds for divorce" by "Elbow" on the t.v!? heard it like a million times! yeah its an awsome song but christ! anyway... Alreet!!! well...this is a blog...so lets get bloggin! XD

Alrighty-then...the past few days (leading up to a week) was pretty good. Not alot happened...but it was a nice few days.

On the thursday nothin happened really...i stayed in (because it was cold) and played guitar for the majority of the day, i usually try to keep all volumes down...t.v, music etc. Ive had a few run-ins with people over it in the past but to be honest...i just couldnt be arsed with it haha. turned everything up full...tuned the strings down and tried some "Bring me the Horizon"...didnt work very well so i ended up playing "Situations" alot haha.

So yeah, luckily, nobody complained =D so smiles all around for that one...but then when i was done i was playing "Black" for a while...and i like having that up VERY loud...i always wanted to go into the army...i would if i wasnt so unfit and "unsuited" so a video game is the closest i have haha. it sounds like a warzone thow when its up loud...lots of bangs and shouting =S but my little brother is worse haha...anyway...

So yeah...friday was good. Wow...friday was the best day of the year ive had so far! i dont know why =S the weather was amazing...the hair stayed how i wanted it...we got to go out and do photography...we had "fun" in Pams lesson, and i met a few new people and a girl that loves Bring me the horizon...but dresses chavy...i was like "are you taking the piss?" and she was like "noooo...i love mosh pits" so that was amazing haha...but she was going to be sick...very sick..so i tried to talk from a distance haha.

Saturday was plain...not alot happened...went to Boston with mum for a wedding suit fitting...and shopped around...so yeeeah..pretty cool. then slept round amy's. yup.

So now monday has gone...the decorations are up early...and x-mas is nearly here...i shall write some more another time...and its mega cold...so goodnight!!!!!!

x x x x