"...Honesty is more my taste anyway" =D

Haha, why does the font never work properly? =S oh well. I like the font, have i used this one before? is it new? these my wiggles, are mysterys i cannot be bothered to solve haha. Anyway...omg, who even reads all this? I have LOADS to put down...ill start on the....19th? was it the 19th oh well...a few days before christmas...i nearly put "x-mas" but punctuation makes the world go round XD

I hate that feeling, that i get in my throat, that makes me angry and just...uncomfortable. I just got told something that bothers me, and now i tingle inside, i feel like someone is squeezing my insides, i shake a bit...i dont like it, i feel angy, and i have thousands of qustions running around in my head. Im past this

I've tried my hardest to entertain...people dont like me when im un-chatty and a bit down, and people find me annoying when im hyperactive and in a cheery mood. Fuck 'em. At least i wont go cry about it =) anyway...

(Very hard to concentrate now im angry)

Anyway, about the thing i just got told...i was drunk =) and in a good mood. So i'll just let you be a cunt in the corner.

OK! lets get back to it.

I went to Becky's house party on a Saturday night, it was alot of fun, i went before everyone else and me and her had our own little party with loud music and a marshmallow fight because everyone was late, so by the time everyone got there i was drunk =) and i got drunker, and drunker untill i threw up...on Beckys drive. (Sorry Beckys Mum)

So slept over there, and on the way home got mum a christmas present, twas amazing, a little "me to you" bear dressed as a pig haha. got home and wrapped everyting, put it in a bag and left in in the corner of the room =) i wouldnt miss it then.

So not alot happened between the party and christmas...oh whatever...xmas then >=( the long word is too much effort. and because im angry...im chewing my t-shirt...and now its wet and cold haha. nice.

So then the big day! X-MAS!!!

It was pretty amazing...i woke up at 7:00am...but was way too tired so ended up getting up at 8:30am. I'm pretty damn laz usually, but not for xmas haha.

So yeah, got people up, we all sat in the conservatory and opened prezzies! =D then the usuall thankyou's and we all buggered off upstairs to mess around with wht we'd got while mum and barry made breakfast and and an hour together =)Josh set up his keyboard and his Wii, Max set up his new music system thingy and i set up moi 360 XD

yeah ok its a little sad, but i love it so much haha.

So yeah, then went to ma Uncles for a bit. hung around with Ryan and Aiden and whatever, and then went home, messed around and went to Amy's. I got her a picture fram and an apron she wanted, and he got me some dvd's and a postr, and her mum got me funky socks haha.

(Do i regret my earlier angry shout out? ... ... NO! i stand by it =D )

But yeah...anyway. So yeah, xmas was pretty damn amazing. After that nothing much has happened, i talked to Becky a bit nd Bethany alot. Meeting Bethany on Wednesday, should be aot of fun. hope so =D it'll be well difficult and uncomfortable to begin with, but should be fun =D

Hehe, aaaand was playing F.E.A.R. the other night...(360 game) and its soooo spooky. I love scary stuff haha, but i was playing it in thedark, when people are asleep, and with them huge full covring earphones (for the surround sound thingy) and i was walking along, and there were some men, so i shot them before they shot me (an arm flew off of one i think XD) then it all went quiet and when the dust cleared i moved along, started to climb down a ladder, and as i looked up there was this little girl ghost...and i actually let out a little "eeeep" bu that wasnt the worst bit... i then went down the ladder, turned to the left, and there was this guy ghost just jump out of noware towards me shouting "i know who you are!!!" and so...like a girl... i screamed haha. and woke people up XD but i wormed my way out of a telling off with a good explanation...i simply said...

"I had been told to hunt down a phsycic cannibal who controlls an army of phsycic soldiers that are trying to release a science experiment gone wrong woman who is also both of our mothers who keeps coming to us both in visions at a water treatment plant as part of f.e.a.r. team 1 being sent in alone because Junkowski is missing and presumed dead =D"

And mum simply said..."oh bugger off"

I find stuff like that works pretty well if you say it really fast haha. people dont know what to make of it so just forget it, most of the time haha. Like today Amy rang and was like "what were you doing yesterday?" and i just said "fighting aliens for a heat source in the baron snow plains" now if i had just said "stayed in bed" she would have been in a shit mood...again...but she just said..."wierdo" and let me off haha. im such a prisoner =S haha. but yeah, TRY IT! it works. just explain in lrge detail what you were actually doing, could work for you to haha.

So yeah, thats about it =D Got a "Innerpartysystem" CD for xmas, and i love it, its probably the best CD ive ever had haha. many repeat plays =D

So yeah, im in a good mood now. =) forgive me little mood swing haha. Hormones apparently XD i reckon, bcuase im so girly (and proud)maybe i have boh sets? there are also other reasons, but im not posting them on here haha...no, i dont have a mangina...that isnt one of them...old greg does thow!

"IM OLD GREEGGGGGGGG!"

"Do you love me? ever drank baileys from a shoe? wanna go to a club where people wee on each other? im old greg!"

I <3>

Anyway..im going to sleep soon...because i can =D nighty night!!! x x x x x x x x

ONE MORE THING!!!

I keep havin...dreams? and they keep happening! =O now i dont believe in alot of this mystical crap...but woah. when you dream that you do something lik spilling sugar...and you do it...its a coincidence..but when you dream about a person coming into your room and telling you something, and then it happens for real...it starts to get wierd. Some of the dreams are just normal everyday stuff, some i can remmeber well...some i cant...and some are very persoanall, involving people i know, and dont know...so if they start to happen...something is wrong =S its probaly me being a dick, but oh well =) bye for real! x x x